Belief hope

I believe! So, i do; I hope! So, i live...
- rPhoenix

Feed Attitude

Feed people with Attitude and seek pleasure when they attain altitude...
- rPhoenix

Dream quote

I have let my dream to take me too far, that i choose to remain there forever...
- rPhoenix

Monday, 16 January 2012

NEVER the "beginning of the ending..."

There is nothing else i seek; except for the way to reach out to your peak...
There is only one thing i try to reach- The only way to make the breach...
I know it is far from mere predictions to make me nice, You should know that you are the everything for me to rise...

Verses keep flowing like an endless stream, sometimes creating and sometimes deepening the crevasses en route- each reminding of those painful nights for this sinned creature...
Sometimes it remains a mystery, sometimes it reminds history, any someone can say it is just a story, but how did it happen to you to be so?...

Words, i begin to doubt have been etched erroneous elsewhere, "The beginning of the ending" is not what it is, rather it is the "ending for the beginning"- which will pave way for the shallow stream to penetrate deeper strengthening currents beneath...

Deeds, i assure shall be as promised, needs i wish were little less in greed; Treads i wish were equipped with long threads- upon every attempt would at least take me back to those neat roads...

Spoilt is my name for no real reason according to godly senses; Facts would be nailed soon if not on the moon- for you and only you...
For, this is not the beginning of the ending, it is the ending for the beginning- forever...

Thursday, 12 January 2012

Miss you my love...

................I close my eyes, it is the pain of distancing love; I open my eyes, it is the pain of over-strained eyes looking out for you...
I take a deep breath, it is the pain shooting in my head; I slow down my respiration, it is the pain in my heart...
The pounding that occurs inside is what i fear; the beat after that is what i hope to hear...
I stand too long to tire my legs unwilling to give away to be swept by the currents;  If i am to drown, why make me stand?...
I hum a verse true to our hearts, too weak that mine gasps a bit; too brittle, it scares to give away soon...

Saturday, 7 January 2012

Scribblings under the night sky...

I don't have a particular issue to write about. Maybe this post is all about myself. Maybe i am temporarily lost for words. In fact, i never had a great command over this language to feel lost now. Right now, i stare at the screen following the cursor as it leads the pack of words that will be etched here as a memory from this night. I realise that i can never make these words catch up with the cursor. And, eventually, when this collection of words become a memory in my page, the cursor would find no place here. Does this have something to tell? Is it like whatever i chase finally would evade me and is it just the efforts and its memories i have to live with? Then, what is the purpose of this life? As i can clearly see, when everything is so evasive, even the last breath would be in the same league. With this conceptual clarity, it makes me feel imprisoned. If i had been imprisoned within four physical walls, i would have been able to confine my thoughts and life to the walls and tried adapting and adopt an approach that would serve the purpose of existence within the walls.